Every day I was shrinking under my own
fantasy world, but the rays of hopes shrunk under the real world. I knew myself
I didn't have much time in my hand and that such gory thoughts slowly becoming
my nightmare. I couldn't sleep well and even also couldn't eat properly. Day by
day I was becoming weaker and couldn't tune myself.
“How could I approach her? How could I
propose her? How could I convey my immense feeling and my love?” Millions of question
always were raised in every single moment which slowed down my heartbeat and my confident.
Before I had never been facing this
type situation and confused myself to what way I would be approach to her.
I hoped lot on Ranjit (milu) who was
neighbor to my Angel house, but he was never showing interest and always tried
to convince me – leave that matter.
He always sang one rhyme whenever I
approached for help,” leave that matter”.
“Hey stop! Your nursery rhyme, I
couldn’t leave my love and however how could I breathe without her name? It’s
impossible dude.”
“Love has never been smooth sailing.
You are a very emotional dude, there has more chance to drawn, don’t slay
yourself”, he yelled as he was leaving from my room.
These words were really upset me a
lot, so I went to Venkateswar temple. It was the only place where I could relax
myself by throwing all tension to my lord Venkateswar.
“Hey God! Show me the way to enlighten my immense
feelings to my angel, please do something for me” I implored.
“Hey Tiru, how are
you?, Congratulation……. “, I heard as I dabbed my eyes with napkin.
“Hi Sunil, Fine man
.Thanks”, I said with soft voice.
“Hey you are looking
very upset. Do you have any problem? “, Sunil said as he tussled my hair.
Sunil, I have never
seen such a BINDAS guy in my life before. He was the organizer of the Gulte
gang (teulgu unity) and moreover he was famed as love guru as he had solved no of
love issue problem in my college. He was the best at all fields except studies
and even also in job tension. As per my
opinion very very few guys were like that in such a bloody competitive world.
So I couldn't wait
anymore second and started all happening stories about my angel and how much I
was craving for her love.
“Hey tiru, you are
fall in love “, he started laughing as he tussled my hair again.
“Look Sunil, this is
not a joke and don’t laugh on my love. I am very much serious and I could be
dying for her. Ok!” I grinned in front of her
“Hey calm down, sorry
dude. Ok let’s tell her name and I could try my best to fix a date “, he
assured me.
“Ok tell me your
angel name man”
When I explained
about her, he was started laughing.
“Hey! Why are you
laughing? ‘I shrieked.
“She is local and
staying near to government hospital, her surname is DAS and 2004 MCA batch “,
he started saying everything in which half of the information was new for me.
“Hey dude! How could
you know about all information? “, I was really surprised.
“Every beautiful
Girls background always in my brain hard disk and one good thing for you, her
best friend Itisri das is my close friend. Don’t worry, lets
today onwards, your problems are my problems. But first of all give your treat
on first job man! Cheer up; this DEVDAS look is not suit for you. Hey be like
BINDAS, everything will be resolved”
Sunil assured me by
using all motivational words. I always thanks to GOD to give me such good
friends.
“Hey Sunil! Organize the
party as soon as possible”, I said with 180 degree smile.
“Ok we will rock on
very soon with our Gulte gang. Don’t think more and concentrated on semester
examination”
I was really stunned
when he advised me to study, but his turn I just listened.